moments

today, while cleaning i caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror and stopped. i looked at myself and all around the room that not a few months ago i had excited in my ability to fix up -- patching holes, painting, getting light fixtures put in place-- and within a few months i will no longer be here. it's interesting, how different thoughts can stand out more or less and at various moments. i smiled at myself enjoying the thought and my accomplishment. what will the next moment bring....